Friday, May 13, 2011

I CANT BELIEVE IN TWO MONTHS FROM TODAY I WILL BE HOLDING MY LITTLE GIRL!!!! i feel like i have soo much left to get ready for her to come home...but really all the check list(yes i do use them) online say i have more than enough for her to come home. ever since we have moved to Cheyenne i have wanted her here with me more than anything! its hard to bring her home here and not to Rock Springs. i had paint colors and chair railings bird cages with candles hanging from the ceiling all ready to be ordered and then we found out we were moving and now i dont even get to paint her room...its hard knowing im not going to have a perfect room and perfect house to bring her home and not to mention all the great friends i have in rock springs to help me figure motherhood out BUT i have to remember how blessed i am to be having this little girl that it doesnt matter were i bring her home to as long as she is healthy and happy i should be happy!!
I was looking back on the highlights of this pregnancy and i know you probably dont care but i have to have them so i dont forget and maybe will make me want to do pregnancy again!

1. the trip to fort collins for fun and asking my mom for a sleeping pill and she asked me if i was pregnant and i said "come on mom, i cant be prego im never pregnant plus i took a test yesterday and it was negative" well i took the sleeping pill and it made me sooooo sick!! my mom came home with pregnancy test the next day and guess what?! I was pregnant!!
2. having a shirt made for buddy that said "Big brother in training" and going to pocatello and having buddy wear the shirt and sit on grandmas lap and she didn't get it! we had to say " do you get it" then she broke out in tears! and then made us a fabulous breakfast to celebrate! she later said she thought in her head...yeah right they must be wishing! haha i love my in laws! i will bet you 1000 dollars mine are better than yours!
3. finding a doctor in Ogden Utah who finally got me excited about a doctor and telling us we were having a little girl! he was so amazing...i miss him..haha but my new doctor is just as fabulous!
4. waiting and anticipating for what she will look like. only two more months and i just cant wait!!!

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