Life at our house has been nothing short of crazy... last week I work 50 night house, did hair, had a very sick one year old and that one year old made me super sick! Steve had a BIG visit with corporate at work, this means we don't see him much:-(...My best friend and Khloes sitter was put on bed rest last week and steves hours are changing again...Meaning I am no longer working with Bill. I am incredibly sad about not working...It gave me something to do and look forward to. Honestly I have not been this happy since Khloe was born. But then I was watching Oprah(love OWN) and there was a mom who was saying she was struggling being a stay at home mom and then had an "aha" moment saying "I wanted kids, I tried to have kids, struggled to have kids and finally had kids but when my kids were here all I wanted to do was to go to work" Umm that is me in a nut shell after Khloe was here. She went on to say "Being a mom is my calling, making mac and cheese is part of my calling, the laundry, the cleaning, and poop is all part of my calling". and then today I read a quote by Majorie Pay Hinkley
"We women have a lot to learn about simplifying our lives. we have to decide what is important and them move along at a pace that is comfortable for us. We have to develop the maturity to stop trying to prove something. We have to learn to be content with what we are."
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