REALLY?

so today at school i found something out(that i can not say) but it changed how i look at the world! This thing was really bad and one of those instances that you pray and hope never happen to you. The kind that would change everything about me and effect every little bit of my life...Anyways I never really liked the person who had this happen but it explains EVERYTHING! I feel awful for being annoyed with her..she has been through so much and who am i to think she is annoying? I can be annoying to...but anyways it made me think how lucky i really am to have such a great family, friends and a wonderful husband who loves me for me and so supportive! I have nothing to really worry about, the biggest thing on my mind right now is what to make for dinner! Not weather i am going to pay rent or eat, study or go to work. I know that my family will be there for me and now waking up at 6:30 to go to school is not something to worry about...my life issues are so small! I am just so lucky to know what i know and to be around such great people! Just remember to tell the people you love that you do love them and that your always thinking of them because you never know when they will leave!

Other than that depressing part of my day it was awesome! I LOVE school! I have never been so happy in my life! The girls are supper nice and never mean! I have made such good friends that i needed so badly! Moving to a new place and not knowing a single person is supper scary BUT i really think that both Steve and i have started to make a life for our self. We started looking for houses but we all know how hard it is to get approved for a home loan right now and Steve's commitment issues(a Mormon dating almost 2 year? unheard of...haha) We get to go to salt lake for thanksgiving, my family and his family will be there, i miss having family around! oh well its all good...life is good...well its what you make it i have found out!

*who sh*t on the coats? I hope it wasn't my coat!*