What is happening to this world?!

So just in case you were wondering we didn't get that house...they wanted us to pay WAY to much...and for how much needed to be done it wasn't worth it. I think it ended up being a good thing though because Steve's work place is starting to lay off people. Thankfully we have survived the first big round of lay offs and hopefully there wont be another! So we are still in our little apartment and we probably will stop looking for house until our lease is up. Its only 6 more months..oh well

Well Saturday morning i was walking into school and i saw my instructor Rick say "Don't go in the back stay up front and don't touch anything, the school has been broken into" Some one had broken in to the school(we still have no idea how it happened) and stole all of the money in the register. This is probably the worst thing to happen to my school right now. It has been really slow, we are a new school and not many people are able to get a loan to come to school, Not to much money coming in....It feels like every place i walk into gets robbed..first it was our cars, then the swat team at our apartments, and the many other times the cops have been in our complex, the Applebees we went to this week was also robbed..and NOW THE SCHOOL I GO TO WAS ROBBED! What the heck?!

And to make things better this week our Ward was split into five! It sucks so much! My friend Lacey and I were split up, it sucks...i wish that it would go back to normal. Steve and I were just starting to get comfortable in this ward. So now we are in a new Stake and Ward and have church at 12:30! So many things have changed this week!

Other than these things this week life has been good! I started on the floor this week! It has been really fun doing hair all day(well when someone comes in) I have loved it! Steve is still just working and selling cars...

This is probably the most disgusting thing i have EVER heard! These two girls are both 19 years old are virgins. They are actioning off their virginity to pay for college! This was on Tyra bank show girls look up to her and she has these girls selling their body to who ever will pay the most! What kind of message is she sending to young girls? There was a 60 year old guy who was willing to pay upwards of 1 million dollars! Words don't explain how i feel about theses GIRLS! They have held off for 18 years(which is old for having your virginity these days, the average age for loosing it is 14!) why would they just give it away to some old saggy balls? Save it for someone who will mean something to you! I'm not saying that they NEED to wait for the one they will marry because lets be honest in the real world not many do not. But save it for someone you LOVE... Someone who LOVES you...Once its gone it NEVER comes back...I feel for these girls thinking that it is OK to do this...

WE DID IT!

Today Steve and I put in an offer on that house! We should know by Friday night if the bank will take our offer...we went kinda low so they will probably have a counter offer but we are expecting that...BUT WE COULD BE LIVING IN A HOUSE BY DECEMBER 12!!! I freaking cant wait! Steve and I drive by almost everyday just to "look" at the house because its so pretty..haha Oh i just want it so bad!! so lets all have positive thinking! AND we would be so close to our friends brad and Laura and my new friends from school would be close and it would only take five minutes to get to work and WALMART..haha

Tonight two girls from my school came over and we made cookies...some for Keisha's Boyfriend who is serving in Alaska and some for Calli's boyfriend who is in Salt lake city! It was LOTS of fun!

I CANT WAIT TO FIND OUT IF THE BANK TAKES OUR OFFER!!!!!!!! ahhhh i HATE our apartment!

I cant wait!

Steve and I have been playing with the idea of buying a house. We both really want one and we REALLY need one. Our little two bedroom and two bath is NOT big enough! We are spilling out of our second bedroom and our kitchen! This week we found out that we could get approved and this is what we found! This is my favorite house and its such a great price! It has a nice sized backyard and the neighborhood is really nice! I love that it has a security system already which i NEED, I am kinda a scardy cat...The best part is that its about five minutes from school and steve's job! That means I would be able to wake up at 7 instead of 6:20! Anyways...Lets hope that they accept our first offer so we can move in!!
The kitchen is my favorite part! i love the color of the cabinets and the back splash! Its also open enough but still closed off from the living room...This bathroom is the second bathroom so its but i couldn't help myself! I really wish I would have taken more pictures of the rooms but next time we visit ill take more!

REALLY?

so today at school i found something out(that i can not say) but it changed how i look at the world! This thing was really bad and one of those instances that you pray and hope never happen to you. The kind that would change everything about me and effect every little bit of my life...Anyways I never really liked the person who had this happen but it explains EVERYTHING! I feel awful for being annoyed with her..she has been through so much and who am i to think she is annoying? I can be annoying to...but anyways it made me think how lucky i really am to have such a great family, friends and a wonderful husband who loves me for me and so supportive! I have nothing to really worry about, the biggest thing on my mind right now is what to make for dinner! Not weather i am going to pay rent or eat, study or go to work. I know that my family will be there for me and now waking up at 6:30 to go to school is not something to worry about...my life issues are so small! I am just so lucky to know what i know and to be around such great people! Just remember to tell the people you love that you do love them and that your always thinking of them because you never know when they will leave!

Other than that depressing part of my day it was awesome! I LOVE school! I have never been so happy in my life! The girls are supper nice and never mean! I have made such good friends that i needed so badly! Moving to a new place and not knowing a single person is supper scary BUT i really think that both Steve and i have started to make a life for our self. We started looking for houses but we all know how hard it is to get approved for a home loan right now and Steve's commitment issues(a Mormon dating almost 2 year? unheard of...haha) We get to go to salt lake for thanksgiving, my family and his family will be there, i miss having family around! oh well its all good...life is good...well its what you make it i have found out!

*who sh*t on the coats? I hope it wasn't my coat!*

**LOGAN**

!!!!!!!!!!I MISS LOGAN!!!!!!

who wouldnt miss it there?! Look at the beautiful temple, on the hill over looking the valley with the mountains soaring on all sides! just so amazing, i cant wait to move back!

Fun, point less and interesting field trip!

Yes you read that right....in beauty school we do take field trips..we went to the art museum and the botanical gardens and then made a pit stop at the Idaho state penitentiary(the old one) It was such a fun day! At our first stop there was a wall with lots of quotes! here are my favorite ones!

I really love the one by Mother Teresa, it made me think about how I talk and I need to talk nicer about people, even if I don't like them. It related back to "be the change you want to see in the world" I would love to see nicer people, and to do that I also need to be nice! what a concept...ha ha

These are the best girls in the world! I would not like school if they were not there! They are so much fun! And they are both so cute, just pretty much the coolest people ever!

Then we went to this place called the botanical gardens...don't really know why we went here but we did and they had really pretty flowers that smelt so good!